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17 April 2004 @ 08:24 pm
Tears....never ending Tears....  
I hate my life.....
my mom was punching my back....[well my shoulder blade, the right one..towards the top], she was punching it and it hurt so bad...I tried not to show her any emotions...but I couldn't take it anymore...I turned at grabbed her arm, [where I knew she was sore]...and started to squeeze.  She quickly yelled at me saying stop...and I just looked at her as I slowly losened my grip....gave her this empty and painful stare, and then rolled off the coach and went to my room.  Stayed in my room for a few hours drawing [drawing the pic. below in the link], I was drawing with no real lights on and contiuned to do so until my mom called me telling me to feed the cats. I dono wat to do...*tear falls*

The pic. that I did......I dont know why but I did....
Tears Of Joy

I wish my tears were of joy....no matter how bad things were I wish they were of joy.......
Current Mood: shockedshocked
Current Music: Evanescence~Hello
This burned out girl.finallyalone on April 18th, 2004 02:39 am (UTC)
That picture was crazy cool.
BludStainedStarbludstainedstar on April 18th, 2004 11:58 pm (UTC)
Thanx =D